Here I go again.......

Well.........I'M BACK!!! =)

I know some of you missed me, well at least I hope you missed my little stories! I apologize to all of you for having to delete my old blog. I kind of wish I hadn't. I had quite a few really great posts. It's just another thing I gave away and really shouldn't have had to!!! I could go into why and what for, but for those of you that really know me. You already have the answers to that. Really, those are the only ones that need to know that particular story..........Laugh, Love, Live.......then when it's time:

LET GO!!

So that's EXACTLY what deleting that blog was supposed to help me do.....

You think it's working??? Some days - yes..........Some days - not so much.........
I have come to realize that I do it to myself. I have never been one of those people capable of pretending like things don't bother me or that I don't care. For some, it's a defense and I don't look down on anyone that does. We do what we do to survive. My survival tactics are a bit different, I have to delete everything. Myspace friends, blogs, text messages......things like that. Otherwise, I would drive myself to insanity....rereading.....remembering...rereading...remembering...

You get the idea.

I am coming to realize that in doing that, I am deleting part of myself and who I am. I end up deleting things I enjoy doing in life. For example....my blog...I loved doing it, but contained so many memories for me, that to even have them there for me to reread was killing me. Six Flags...we all KNOW how much I love that place....now I can't imagine I'll be back this year......so on and so on.....

I'm trying to change my way of thinking by starting a new blog. Seeing if I can get that enjoyment out of it that I once got!! Today's post was rather blah, I am making a solemn promise to all of you and myself that it will be one of few, if anymore, that will be sad. I'm MOVING ON!!!